In and Out

As long as I am part of the process, I would struggle and suffer and bear without a whine escaping my lips, the pressure I am thrown under, the mud that is flung at me and the absolute disinterest of the fellow beings that I am assigned to help. The moment I am out of it, I would be free to discredit and despise and belittle the process of which I was a part till a short while ago.