Blogging etiquette dictates that on the last day (or week) of the year, we post a retrospective report on the ups and downs of the year, with adequate emphasis on the lessons learned and with the right phrases about abundant hope and optimism for the future. We like to believe that any random reader might benefit from our mistakes. Yes, we do think too highly of ourselves. As a dedicated blogger, I did what was expected of me all these years.
2009: Year End… Recall. Or not?
2010: Shifting Priorities
2011: Not-a-year-end Blog
2012: To 2013. And Beyond!
2013: Where’s that Year again?
What December 31 can do, a string of birthdays cannot – it brings right before our eyes the appalling truth that our present is fast fading into our past, that one more year of our life is now history. That we are hurtling towards the end of the ride and we have no clue how much farther we have to go. I do not panic when I think of a birthday, but I do, when it comes to this very important day. I try to hold on to it as though it is a precious gift I am about to lose. Who knows if I will get to see it again? Paranoid. I know.
The summary of this year is: I learnt, painfully, that saying No is not always a great idea. It is a great theory to perpetuate (and I will continue to bore others to death about it), but not always good to practice, for the sake of one’s own sanity and self-respect and other things I would rather not mention. The things that we say No to, might turn out to be that Opportunity in disguise we have always been warned about.
I look forward to the sunrise that should soon appear outside my window, and though my knees are knocking against each other, I demand, “What have you got to show for yourself, 2015?”
Let there be sun shine sun shine and sun shine every where in this new year…